Ian Thorpe says media attention kept him in closet
At his first official LGBT event, the Olympian lashed out at the mediaās obsession with his sexuality.
Ian Thorpe has told a Mardi Gras panel on LGBT people in sport that he might have come out earlier if he hadnāt been pushed on the subject since he was a teenager.
Thorpe ā who recently discussed his āstressfulā love life ā said he knew he was gay āa long timeā before coming out two years ago, after being asked about it publicly for the first time when he was just 16.
āIf I had a little bit more time when I was younger, I would have come out. I would have been comfortable with that,ā he said.
āBut because I told that lie, I was trying to suppress that part of me.ā
Thorpe also spoke about the pressure of being a role model for the LGBT community, now that he has been honest about his sexuality.
āIn some ways, there is an expectation that you will be the voice of this group, which none of us can do,ā he said.
āItās made up of many voices, and Iām very new to this. I donāt have the experience.ā
However, Thorpe added that being a role model is a ābeautiful and powerful thingā, even if it does carry a lot of responsibility.
Speaking alongside Thorpe were other current and former LGBT athletes ā including diver Matthew Mitcham, footballer Sally Shipard, rugby player Casey Conway, basketballer Shelley Gorman-Sandie, and swimmer Daniel Kowalski.
The panel spoke at length about a range of subject facing LGBT sport people ā such as the difficulties of coming out as an athlete.
Diver Matthew Mitcham ā who is retiring from the sport ā said āin an ideal worldā all LGBT athletes would be out, but thatās not the reality.
āEverybodyās situation is different,ā he said.
āItās 20/20 hindsight ā you can say it once youāre not in that environment anymore, but when youāre in that environment itās fear of the unknown.ā