Straight footballer reveals doing same-sex porn made him a ‘gay icon’
The sports star says taking part in a gay adult film changed his life.
An Irish footballer claims starring in a same-sex porn flick two years ago has won him a legion of new fans – who he says still see him as a “gay icon”.
Struggling to pay of his spiralling debts, Cathal McCarron made the desperate decision to take part in a gay porn film – despite identifying as straight.
Two days after taking part in the film, the Irish sports star had spent his £3,000 fee on his crippling gambling addiction – which had seen him steal over £20,000 by the time he was 21.
“When the filming was over I felt physically sick, disgusted that I had allowed myself to sink into such an abyss of degradation and humiliation,” he writes in his new autobiography – extracts of which appeared in the Irish News.
However, McCarron says the experience made him question his path in life, leading to a stint in rehab and eventually back to the career he loves playing for Tyrone GAA.
He was won a whole host of new fans – many of whom still think he is gay.
“Some people will continue to form the same opinion of you. A lot of them still think I’m gay,” he said.
“Every day, I still get online approaches, or some form of social media connectivity, from the gay community.
“Some gay men seem to look upon me as a kind of gay icon. That’s how I was tagged on some LGBT community websites and discussion boards.
“The last thing I am is gay, but I’ll take those comments above vile, vitriolic, homophobic and personal abuse any day of the week,” he adds.
“I completely respect the lesbian and gay community, because I really appreciated their messages of support when so many others wanted to bury me.”
Cathal McCarron’s autobiography Out of Control is released on October 20.
