This transgender dancer is chasing her ballerina dream

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A transgender amateur ballet dancer, aged 35, is making waves after passing her Royal Academy of Dance exam.

Sophie Rebecca, 35, worked as a racing driver for many years ā€“ but quit the sport as she transitioned to female, deciding to pursue her secret dream of becoming a ballerina.

Speaking to the BBC, she said: ā€œI was trying my best to be manly, but a lot of it was just a front. It was trying to run from who I was.ā€

Sophie was permitted to take ā€˜female-onlyā€™ ballet class, after the academy abandoned rules that barred trans women from taking part in womenā€™s ballet classes in 2013.

And now, two-and-a-half years later, she has become the first trans ballerina to achieve her ā€˜intermediate foundationā€™ qualification, passing with a merit.

She explained: ā€œIā€™m not transgender because I dance and I donā€™t dance because Iā€™m transgender.

ā€œI dance because Iā€™m a dancer. It just happens to be that Iā€™m transgender.

ā€œItā€™s a passion, itā€™s the way it makes me feel and its perfect. Itā€™s me.ā€

The broadcaster was filming as Sophie got her exam results, breaking down in tears as she found out she passed with a merit.
This transgender dancer is chasing her ballerina dream

She added: ā€œBeing able to to walk into that studio and be judged on nothing more than my ability to dance means the world to me.ā€

Speaking to the BBCā€™s Stephen Nolan she added: ā€œI will never be a professional ā€“ itā€™s not to do with being trans, itā€™s to do with coming to it very late in life. Iā€™ve never performed on stage and Iā€™m unlikely to ever perform on stage. If that ever happens, I think Iā€™d be more comfortable referring to myself as a ballerina.ā€

Her ballet tutor, Lynne Reucroft-Croome, added that Sophie will be at a disadvantage as she dances through transition, as she begins hormone treatment.

She said: ā€œItā€™s going to change everything. The muscle strength will go.

ā€œWeā€™re going to lose strength in adage ā€” the slower, more controlled movements when the leg is lifted off the floor. Weā€™re expecting it to diminish and weā€™ll have to build back to it again.ā€

She added that Sophieā€™s transition had not been an issue in the dance classes, however.

Ms Reucroft-Croome said: ā€œI thought it was unusual because it was a situation that Iā€™d never come across before, but what is strange [about it]? Iā€™m not judgemental about anybody.ā€

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