Britney Spears calls out son Jayden in emotional voice note and says she stopped believing in god
Preston (R) and Jayden Federline (L) with Britney Spears. (Jon Kopaloff/FilmMagic)
Britney Spears responded with a three-minute voice note after her son Jayden Federline spoke out on their relationship.
Britney has previously confirmed that her sons have chosen not to visit her anymore after their father Kevin Federline gave a tell-all interview.
She spoke out again after Jayden joined his father on TV.
“I love you a lot,” Jayden Federline said of his mother. “I hope for the best for you. Maybe one day we can sit down like this and talk again.“
He said he and his brother Preston “have both been through so much pressure in the past that this [his father’s home] is our safe place now, to process all the emotional trauma we’ve been through to heal, heal our mental state”.
Jayden also addressed his and Preston’s absence from her recent wedding to Sam Asghari, saying: “I’m really happy for them, but she didn’t invite the whole family and then if it was just going to be me and Preston, I just don’t see how that situation would have ended on good terms.”
He also defended Jamie and Lynn Spears as well as his father, Kevin Federline, which Britney took issue with.
In the voice note to Jayden, which has since been deleted, she rebutted: “You were just like my other family. You secretly loved looking at me as if something was wrong with me.
“I didn’t need a family hiding s**t in houses and whispering shit behind my back feeling subconsciously guilty because I paid for every f***ing thing in both homes — I needed unconditional love and support.”
She added: “I didn’t do anything wrong and I know I’m not perfect, but the love I’ve given you and how much I adore you and your diplomatic ways, speaking like PawPaw, ‘self-entitled, this can be fixed, I will see her when she’s better’. Jayden, it was a miracle I could even have a normal conversation when I got out of that place.”
“I don’t believe in God anymore because of the way my children and my family have treated me,” Spears concluded. “There is nothing to believe anymore. I’m an atheist.”
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The voice note comes after Britney posted a notes app response on 2 Sept, writing: “I say to my son Jayden that I send all the love in the world to you every day for the rest of my life
“My love for my children has no boundaries and it deeply saddens me to know his outcry of saying I wasn’t up to his expectations of a mother.”
She also shot back at Kevin Federline by saying: “It’s horrible to see your dad be a hypocrite and say the media is horrible yet he has you talking about personal matters to them
“If you could pause for a second remember where you came from.”
This comes merely a week after she posted and then promptly privated a 22 minute long audio clip detailing her experiences under her conservatorship where she said her family “literally killed” her.
