Sam Smith says they finally love their body: ‘I have the opposite of body dysmorphia’
Sam Smith has opened up about their journey with self-love and finally feeling comfortable with their body.
“Unholy” hit-maker Sam, who is non-binary and uses they/them pronouns, explained how they went from feeling āself-consciousā to āfabulousā during the course of their career.
Speaking to The Sunday Times ahead of the release of their fourth album, Gloria, on Friday (27 January), Smith said: āWithin my industry there is definitely that question of, āWhat should a pop star look like?ā When I was 25, I came off tour exhausted. I looked to role models in the body world.
āEvery time I went to the pool, I felt self-conscious, but I forced myself to take my top off. It paid off because I now have the opposite of body dysmorphia.
āI look fabulous. Iām finally getting a tan. Iām burnt in places Iāve never been burnt,ā they added.
The star, now 30, has always been open about their struggle with body image. They explained how, in the early stages of their career, pressure within the entertainment industry meant there was āalways going to be a battleā in their head about how they looked.
Since finding fame, Sam has had to fight tirelessly against trolls who have fat-shamed them.
In 2019, they posted a shirtless photo on Instagram and explained how they used to starve themselves before photoshoots and suffered from ābody traumaā as a young child.
In the caption on the same photo, which has received more than 1.1million “likes” to date, Sam declared that they were determined to āfight the f**k backā and āreclaim their bodyā.
Samās contentment with their body image and identity has never been more apparent as during the promotion of Gloria and its first single, “Unholy”, which features Kim Petras.
The star has binned the white shirts and suit jackets that were ever-present throughout their first few years in the spotlight, instead donning glittering jumpsuits, sparkling corsets and gorgeous hot pink gowns.
Gloria‘s album cover sees Smith topless and staring confidently and unapologetically at the camera.
Speaking to GQ last year, Smith explained that they felt the way they presented themselves in the early days of their career led them to feeling ātrappedā.
They added that people had begun to see their brand as āA Gay Maleā.
āAnd thatās never really been me,ā they explained. āIāve always felt queer. Iāve always felt gender non-conforming. And Iāve always felt non-binary trans. My whole life. And it wasnāt until I had to sit in interviews every day and tell people my story again and again that I realised this narrative that was being created was only a small fraction of who I was.ā
The first few songs on Gloria make it clear how far they have come in their journey of self-expression. The lyrics to āLove Me Moreā capture that in a nutshell.Ā
āEvery day I’m trying not to hate myself,ā they sing. āBut lately, it’s not hurting like it did before. Maybe I am learning how to love me more.ā
Gloria is out on Friday 27 January.
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